I felt free lost in the world of music and alcohol. I know it's not the right way. But I can't deny that this is the only way I feel free. I am trapped in a world which doesn't understand me. But I don't have a choice and have to live here.
I could smell the sweat and alcohol in the air. I was so lost in the way my hips swayed to some rock music whose lyrics I don't know when I felt a someone standing behind me. Someone grabbed my waist and started swaying with me. I could the person's breath falling on my neck and he was heavily drunk by the whiskey smell he was oozing.
I tried to take his hands off of my waist. But he was not letting me go. My head was spinning and I was feeling less and less conscious towards my surroundings. Even though I will die one day, I didn't want to die in this state. I somehow stomped his foot with my heels and ran away from the stage. He tried pulling me back but the club was so packed that he was not able to get hold of me.
I came alone to this club which is one of the worst decisions I took in my life. Somehow I was able to navigate myself out of the club and I stood at the entrance. It was a chilly night and I could feel the cold air all over me and my outfit was not making it easier. I was trying to book a cab. And to my luck, my crush was not the only person who rejected me today. I decided to call one of my friends but luck was not on my side and no one picked up the call. And like a cherry on the top my phone got switched off while I was trying to call them.
While I was trying to find a cab and cursing my luck, I felt a shiver ran through my body. I could sense someone's eyes on me. I was praying and hoping that the person would not come near me but as soon I thought that I felt a presence me. Thinking that it's the same creep who groped me, I turned and landed a punched on his face. But it turns out that it is someone else.
I could not see the person properly as my vision felt blurred. But this guy was taller and muscular than that creep.
"I a-mm sor-rrry. I though-ht itsss someoneee elsee.'' I stuttered.
"It's okay. I was just trying to help you. Don't go hulk on me now." He replied in a low voice. I don't know if that was his real voice or just it was my mind playing tricks on me.
I was just trying to stand properly without any swaying when I felt my stomach churning with discomfort. And I felt my mouth filled with water and sourness. I ran towards a nearby bush and emptied everything I ate and drank.
I was crouching down when I felt him gathering my hair and rubbing my back. I felt my cheek heat with my embarrassment but I was not in the state to acknowledge it . After a while, I stood up and he passed me a water bottle. The cool liquid ran through my dry throat reducing the discomfort.
I splashed some watch onto my face and washed my mouth. As soon as I stood straight I felt my head spin. Then black dots covered my eyes and I succumbed to darkness falling on the hands of a stranger.
I felt someone carrying me and placing me on a seat. And after a while, the engine roared and I felt my body jerk forward. But before I could hit my head, I felt a strong , muscular hand holding me. Then my brain started with feeling fussing and I lost my senses completely.
NEXT MORNING
I woke up disoriented and with a terrible headache. I glanced around my surroundings the sunlight to bright. It took me a while to adjust my vision. My every senses felt heightened. I felt like Bella when she woke up after being transformed to a vampire.
When I felt better I glanced around to see that I am in an unfamiliar place. Maybe it was a hotel room. Everything was neatly arranged except for the bed I was sleeping. I tried to recall what happened last night but was unable to recall anything.
I checked myself and I was not feeling any kind of pain except for the headache. I was wearing the same outfit which I wore yesterday. I thought I was safe and went from there. As soon as my mind started working , I ran down in that smelly club dress. I was getting looks from everyone. Have they not experienced some bad day in their life? Whatever.
Then I booked a cab and went to my friend's house. I don't think I can show this avatar to my parents. I was trying to recollect all things that happened yesterday but didn't seem to find anything in my brain. With this thought I reached my friend's house. I went inside and one of my friends opened the door. She saw me and gaped at me like an idiot.
"Did you get fucked?" That's the first question which came out of her mouth as soon as she saw me. Then I went inside and fell down on the sofa. As soon as the smell of detergent hit me, my shoulder sagged in relief and I felt the adrenaline slowing down.
"Nothing like that happened." And I narrated everything that I remember. She was so invested in my story as though I am telling a movie story.
"Wow. How can you be so stupid? If you wanted to drink and make bad decisions like this then you should have informed us. You know it's not safe." Then she started lecturing like a mother hen she is. I was just pouting and blocked her words from entering my brain. Then suddenly she stopped abruptly as though a bulb switch got on in her head and turned towards me.
"But what was the reason that made you take this stupid decision? I know you are one. But here you showed your stupidity more than normal times."
"Bitch I am not stupid."
"Yeah yeah I know that. Don't try to change the topic now." She said, rolling her eyes.
"I had a bad day in work. It was very horrifying to even think about it" I said , sighing and started to think about it.
"I don't want to come as rude but you will be encountering this kind of thing everyday right?" She spoke as though she is speaking to a child.
"Yeah I do. But this was a bit different."
"And he rejected me." I said this and looked towards her.
"Wait what?" She exclaimed and stood up as though her seat is on fire.
Here is the prologue. What are your thoughts on this?
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