I turned around and started walking away from her, my feet softly crunching on the leaves. Then she safely sat inside the cab. The urge to look back to get a glimpse of her was very much high. But I had to force myself not to. I know he is watching me and keeping tabs on me. As soon as I thought that, my phone vibrated indicating a notification.
You made a mistake.
A chill ran through my spine and sweat formed on my forehead as I read the message. I knew that he was keeping tabs but I didn't know to what extent. But this time I won't let him win. I am not giving him a chance to win again.
I can't be responsible for one more death. No, I am not letting myself go through that again. No one deserves that kind of death. What I meant was no one has the right to kill someone.
I went near the parking lot where I had parked my splendor bike. And drove home. Even though the night was somewhat warm, I didn't feel it’s warmth. All I felt was cold chillness running through my spine. My bike was the only noise heard in the silent night. The whole way my encounter with her ran through my mind. And I was thinking how he could use it against me.
Even though I have not made any mistakes, I am facing the consequences. I don't know when he will let me go. Has he not tortured me enough?
As soon as I reached my home, I hurriedly walked inside desperate to hide any clues if there were any. I did all the background checks and made sure that her name did not pop up with my name. I am not very good at it. So I asked one of my friends to cross check too.
I am not sure how I can prevent it. But I have tried my best. If, in case, she gets caught up in my web there is no way out. I think it's too late now.
After showering, I just stood at my balcony lost in my thoughts. I was staring at the moon and thinking where it went wrong. One time I had everything in my hand and the next moment I had lost everything. It was a peaceful night but my mind was in chaos. Even the dark night was unable to provide me with the peace I was desperately yearning for.
I had turned off all the lights in my room and the only light which was illuminating the room was from the moon. To distract myself, I thought of reading some novels. I was reading White Nights by Fyodor Dostoevsky. But even that couldn't take my mind off her.
Is it too soon to be attracted to her? I don't know. But she has already entered my world and I don't think I can let her go.
With these thoughts running through my mind I slept.
Nyra pov
I don't even know how to react to that message. I was terrified. And I did what other sane people would do. Run. I ran away from him. I don't know if he is the danger or someone is the danger. But as soon as I was near him, I fell into a new trouble. The thing is, I myself was a walking trouble. And associating with a person who is not just trouble but a ticking bomb is not good for me.
So to save myself and everyone I have decided to stay far away from him. When I reached home, the lights were off. It was deadly silent, I could hear the crickets. When I went inside I saw my father sitting on the chair and writing something. As soon as I walked inside, he saw me and slowly came towards me.
"Do you want me to heat the food?" He asked, adjusting his glasses.
"No Appa. I was hungry so I ate in the canteen."
"Okay. It's late. Go and sleep. You must be tired." He said caressing my head and went inside.
I locked the front door and went inside my room. I was very tired to do any self care. After changing I slept. My mind, thinking about all the events that took place in the last 24 hours. I should have just ignored his message and stayed at home.
But no. Madam has to go and bring trouble upon herself. Madam is me, me is madam. But I should not lie, he was really attractive and he had this aura which screamed danger. I was attracted to him, there is no lie in that. But to keep my sanity it's better if I stay away from him as far as possible.
I glanced at the moon through my window and thought, how many are watching the moon with me at this time ?
With these thoughts running through my mind I slept.
NEXT MORNING
I woke up early and got ready for work. And I think it was my lucky day because we finalized the date for the Kedarnath trip.
This trip got delayed by me. I took a lot of leave last month. So I had to wait. Every time this has become a problem. I am the only person who will face difficulty in taking leave. It's not like my other friends are free or get leave easily. But mine is a bit complicated. It's not like I can finish the work early and leave.
The whole day I was very happy and even though work was hectic I was happy.
But along with this happiness running through me, I was feeling uneasy about the whole day. I was scared that what if he came here to my work place.
I was hyper aware of my surroundings. I was scared when someone looked at me for more than a few seconds. I wanted to talk to someone and share everything. But I was still embarrassed to share this part with anyone.
If it continues like this I won't be able to enjoy my trip. I will be paranoid the whole time and won't enjoy my time with them. And to top it all, someone messaged me when I was with him.
I have decided that if I receive any messages I will file a complaint. I cannot continue like this and what if the person is very dangerous ? I don't want to die young, I haven't even held hands with a guy.
Shit what am I even thinking ? I am supposed to be serious.
I was working extra shifts. So today I will be returning late. I informed my parents.
My friends are doing all the planning. I am sad that I won't get to enjoy those moments with my friends but I can't wish for everything.
I was going through some of my patients' files when my phone buzzed with an incoming message. I jumped on my seat. My heart raced a mile per minute. When I checked my phone, it was my friends.
Hot shots
Adira : Guys I may or may not have kept a secret.
Eraya : What is it bitch ?
Adira : Okay I may or may not have someone in my life.
Eraya : Wait wtf?
Nyra : What?
Eraya : We need the details!!!!!
I was so engrossed in the phone that I didn't hear the knock. When suddenly the door opened I flinched due to the sound and took whatever object I found in my hand and pointed towards the intruder. I slowly opened my eyes and saw black shoes and my eyes travelled upwards and I saw a formal pant and shirt then I was met with the same green eyes which were haunting me in my sleep.
"You! What are you doing here?" I exclaimed and lowered my weapon and saw my hands.
Surprise surprise. I had a pencil in my hand. What was I supposed to do with this? Write a love letter to my kidnapper.
"Huh, I think people come to the hospital if they have some health issues?" He replied sarcastically, lifting one of his eyebrows.
"Yeah. I know." I ignored my face heating up and sat on the chair.
"Nice weapon by the way." He commented when I kept my pencil on the table. He was trying to control his smile when I saw his face.
"How are you now?" I tried to change the subject to escape from the second hand embarrassment I was feeling. I could feel my cheek heat up travelling down my neck.
"Feeling better." He answered, staring at me.
His stare made me feel all warm inside. He was gazing at me as though I am the moon and the stars. It was impossible for me to look away from me. The air was crackling with tension. I don't think I have met a guy who made me feel butterflies in my stomach. I felt electricity rushing through my veins and my skin tingled wherever he looked at me.
Then I looked down, unable to hold eye contact longer. I snapped out of the daze I was caught in and cleared my throat.
"Well that's... That's good." I stuttered. Well this is the first time it happened. I am truly done.
"Actually the reason I wanted to meet you is because..." He trailed as though he had forgotten the reason. He had a confused face as though some witch had cast a spell on her and he had forgotten the reason for his existence.
I was just staring at him waiting for him to finish the sentence.
"Can you stop looking at me?" He suddenly snapped at me and turned his head sideways, slapping his forehead and muttering something which was not audible for me.
"Well what am I supposed to see then if not your face then what?" I questioned raising one of my eyebrows at him.
He suddenly stood up and started fanning his face with his hands. As though he was suffocated and was not getting enough air into his lungs.
Then he opened two of his shirt buttons and drank the water which was kept on the table in one go. And his collarbone was visible. Why are collarbones sexy?
I was just staring at him , thinking if he needed some medical help or something.
The realization hit me. And I wondered why it must be difficult for him to speak about it. Maybe he is embarrassed. I should handle it carefully.
I slowly stood up and went towards him. As soon as I went near him his Jasmine cologne hit me and I inhaled it like cocaine. But it was more addictive.
When he saw me coming towards him, he froze.
"Hey. It's okay. I can understand what you want to say?" I was talking with him in a gentle voice making sure I was not offending him.
Then I saw his face. He sighed in relief, thinking I understood him.
"I know. You have some reproductive issues right? But you are a bit embarrassed to ask. I can understand. I will arrange a doctor for you." Maybe he was impotent or struggled in a physical relationship. Even though I was tense around him due to his dangerous aura, I won't be scared during these times. Work comes first for me.
But how can you marry him?
Wait where did that come from. Shoo shoo thoughts.
"Huh" His voice pulled me out of my mind and his face held confusion. Maybe he thought I didn't understand him.
"Yeah. I understand you. Asking for help may seem tough. But it will be okay." I reassured him. I felt sympathy towards him.
He has such a nice appearance and job. But he has issues. It's okay. We cannot have everything. That doesn't mean I don't feel attracted towards him. I could see his biceps bulging in his tight shirt.
Maybe he spent more time in the gym. Or else he won't have a body like this. His green eyes. Oh my god. I can't express the attraction I feel towards it.
His eyes were like two emeralds shining and he wore his heart on his sleeves. It was not difficult to read his expression. His eyes were enough.
As I was gazing into his eyes, my mind was playing maula mere maula song. Then and there I knew I was cooked.
"Are you single?" That snapped me out of daze and I stared at him.
"Yes but why do you ask?" I asked him. Suddenly, why did he want to know?
"I can understand why." He said and gave me a sarcastic smile and went from there before I could blink my eyes.
I just stood there thinking for a while what I did wrong and what just happened.
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